Sunday, 03 July 2011

• let him go and move the fuck on with your life.

  It was like she was only there when it was convenient for him. like she was the gas station no one ever visited unless their tank was coming up on empty. yeah, there were days when she hated him, and there were days when she was head over heels, too. but none of those days mattered, because she could never have him no matter how hard she fell.
  

   

  
  I hate how you sit there and act like you know me.Lets get this straight; you used to know me.And remember what happened with that situation ? That girl you used to know,she left. Just like you did.
  

  
  
  They still want each other; they still need each other more than anything in the world. They're just taking a long time to figure it all out.
  
  
  
  I'm trying so, so hard to move on. I really am. I feel like I'm doing good without you, but then I hear a song, recollect a memory, or just picture your smile, and I break down into the worst kind of crying. The kind of crying when you whole body just goes numb, and you just want to feel something.
  

   

   

  Only time will determine when and how you're going to move on. Sure, it might not be right away like you want it to be, but eventually one day you'll wake up and realize that somewhere along the way, that piercing feeling you've always felt inside your chest faded and went away while you were too busy living life to notice.
  

   

  
  I don't know the reason I can't get over this, maybe we are unfinished business. My heart is waiting for the closure its never going to get. Maybe I am still in love with you. How can I tell? Maybe I never loved you. Is that how you tell? He once said the reason he knew he loved me was because he did, if someone were to ask him do you love her? Instantly he says yes. He just knew. And I can't, for the life of me, figure out how.
  

   

  
  you have a way of making me like you, and as soon as i like you, you like someone else, leaving me no choice to get over you. once i'm over you, you come back around, and i fall again. the worst thing is every time i hear your name, i think about what we used to have, and all we could have then i think about how you only call when you want something, or when you're lonely i hate being trash that you walk all over, i hate liking you so much.
  

  
  
  We run back to each other when it’s convenient. We know that in the end, we’re meant for each other but not for right now. So we play these games, act like we’re okay when one of us has someone else. When in reality it tears us apart to know that we can be happy with someone else. But it’s that slight hope that we will end up together that always keeps us running back for more.
  

   

  
  Our friends swear even though were not together now, that one day we'll finally get it right.
  

  
  
  I don't want things to be like this anymore, I want to talk to you and I want to be with you, but it seems like every time we're close, something happens and we're right back to fighting, and the truth is, I hate not talking to you.
  

   

  
  How long can you go pretending were fine without him? How many lies can you tell your best friend? How many smiles you can fake when your trying so hard not cry? How many texts have you wanted to send, just to say that one last I love you? When does it come the point when you just can’t take it anymore.
  

   

  
   You’re a beautiful liar the way you manipulate your words; the way you make me seem important and special to you; just remember when you play games never underestimate your opponent.
  

   

  
  Look at me in the eye, tell me you don't love me anymore. I swear i'll leave you alone. just say it.
  
  
   
  Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or what you want to become.You never know who these people may be; your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you and at the time they may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life and the successes and downfalls you experience, they are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experiences can be learned from...those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen, let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to.
  
  
   
  I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn't miss that comfortable feeling with a person. Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can't forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the "remember whens" I remember it all. And it's funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can't get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way I learned one thing about life; it goes on, you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up
  

   

  
  If one day you feel like crying, call me. I don’t promise that I will make you laugh but I can try. if one day you want to run away, don’t be afraid to call me. I don’t promise to ask you to stop but I can run with you. if one day you don’t want to listen to anybody, call me & I promise to be very quiet. but if one day you call& there is no answer, come fast to see me I might need you.
  

   

  
  Did you think I was happy? Silly little boy, I only wanted to be happy. Sure, in your arms I was happy... but as soon as you let go, I would cry. You only made things worse for me, you showed me how great life would be and then just as quickly took it all away.
  

   

  
  Teenage passion. Childhood Sweethearts. Schoolgirl Crush. College Romance. The first person you gave a part of you too, be it your heart, or all of your emotions. Holding hands, butterflies and stolen glances. Don't forget your first love, they either make you or break you, and either way they made you strong. They set your standard of love, and possibly always will.
  
  

  
  Don't bother saying sorry because it's useless when you don't mean it, and don't bother asking to be friends, you don't deserve my friendship, and don't bother expecting me to be there for you anymore, because I won't be there for someone who was never there for me.
  

  
   
  It’s not the broken heart that keeps you going back. Oh no, its the days that have gone by and you just want him by your side. Its how when something funny happens, you want to tell him, just to see his smile one last time. But he's not there and you can't change that. No matter how many tears you seem to cry, no matter how hard you try,he's not coming back. So its time to grab that suitcase and leave. Just to get out of this place and out of this town. Because if he's not coming; then you're not staying here. Not even if it means breaking something new; because even though it’s not everything, it’s still something bigger than you're used to. But it’s not your fault. It’s his. He left, he said goodbye. You can show him the truth and show him where to stick it. Because even though it doesn't seem like it, this made you stronger, this made you be more of yourself. and nothing can replace that.
  

   

  
  I miss the way you’d kiss my forehead, the way you’d trace your fingers along the lines on my palms; I miss the way we’d fall asleep, and you’d take over most of the bed, yet you’d still pull me in before I fell off. I miss the way you’d tickle me, and the look on your face when you heard my screeches of laughter. Or how we’d mess around, pushing each other into doors and acting like idiots. I miss the way your hands placed perfectly on my face before you leaned in to kiss me.. I miss being lazy with you, watching stupid movies and falling asleep in your arms. I miss how you’d always take care of me, and give me that cheesy grin you’ve got. Sometimes, it gets hard, lying awake at night, knowing that I can’t have you there by my side; knowing that I can’t see you every day and be there for you when you need me. I miss all the little things the most, I never thought they’d end up meaning everything to me.
  

  
  When you're down, I may not always be able to pick you up,but I promise I'll always be wiling to lay right next to you
  

   

  
  
  i often wonder what i'd do if i were to run into you. would my heart fall at your feet? would my foolish pride get the best of me? honestly, i believe that i'd lie,and tell you i'm alright. i'd lie. i'd tell you i'm fine. i could never ever let you know the truth: that i'm still in love and so confused so i'd hide my pain deep inside and i'd look you straight in the eye and i'd lie.
  

   

  
  I’m the kind of girl you can hear from miles away, the kind that if you’re sad, it’s her job to make you happy. The kind of girl who keeps messing up & saying, "Oops, sorry." I trip over everything. I’m such a klutz & get so mad at the simplest things, But I’m the girl who holds everything back. If you ask me what’s wrong, I’ll just lie & smile saying, "Oh, nothing." The girl who’s afraid to love because she’s already lost so much.
  

   

  
  The fact that you cannot kiss your elbow is enough to make you realize that some things seem to be so close, yet they are bound to be beyond your reach.
  

   

  
  Here's to the kids who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone; who spend hours reading random love quotes to find the right one; who wait online for that one certain person to sign on just to say hello; who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot; who deserve so much more than they get and are willing to fight for it and whose wish upon a shooting star was wasted on someone that will never care
  

   

  
  Here's to being lied to, to being walked on, used, promised something and fed bullshit. Here's to getting your hopes up and watching them fall time after time after time. Here's to trusting over and over again because you really wanted to believe that he's changed. Now take this as a lesson learned. Let him go and move the fuck on with your life
  

   

  
  Why was snow white given a poisoned apple? To show us that not everyone is going to be kind and not everyone is really who they are. Why did Cinderella run away at midnight? To remind us that everything does have its limitations, even dreams. Why did Ariel exchange her fins for fee? To show us that people are willing to give up anything to be happy. Why did aurora sleep for 100 years? To tell us that you might have to wait a long time for something, but its worth it. Why did princess jasmine fall for Aladdin? To let us know that what the heart wants, it wants no matter what. Why was belle in love with a beast? To remind us that you can’t really help what’s on the outside, but if the inside is beautiful, then nothing will stand in the way of your love♥
  

   

  
   
  Well, when he doesn't talk to me for a few months again, yeah, I'm going to regret letting myself fall for him again. But right now, this is all I've wanted for a year. So, I am letting it happen.
  

   

  
  If you don't believe he loves you, chances are you're right. Anyone who loves you would never in a million years give you a reason to believe that they didn't.
  

   

  
  When he talks to me, i can tell how much he cares about me. The way he hugs me so tight when he says goodbye, the way he texts me everyday when he wakes up and the way he surprises me with my favourite candy. He's an incredible guy, the one i have always dreamed of being with. But i can't get myself to fall for him, no matter how much i try; my hearts still stuck on the one stupid boy i fell hardest for.
  

   

  
  you have a way of making me like you, and as soon as i like you, you like someone else, leaving me no choice to get over you. once i'm over you, you come back around, and i fall again. the worst thing is every time i hear your name, i think about what we used to have, and all we could have then i think about how you only call when youwant something, or when you're lonely i hate being trash that you walk all over, i hate liking you so much
  

   

  
  "You really love him, don't you?" A simple psychological question. Not a single name was mentioned. But suddenly, someone came into your mind as you read it
  

   

  
  Him: Wow, you don't think it's hard for me? Her: Why would it be ? You have girls all over you. Him: What the hell-? No. It's hard enough knowing your cold, but I can't be there to hold you tight or offer you my jacket. It's hard enough knowing you're hurting, and not being able to wipe your tears or offer you my shoulder. It's hard enough falling asleep on the phone with you, wishing so much I was next to you instead. You don't know how hard it is to deal with knowing I'm not physically with you. You act like all these girls are all over me, but I'm here right now, trying my best to get you to understand that you mean so much to me. Stop acting like it's only a one way street. I love you, and you only.
  
  
  
  
  
  Today, I asked my boyfriend what he was being for halloween. He said "Single". I said no way we’ll be matching. 

   

   

  
  You can’t blame me for trying. I’ve gone through seasons waiting for you with nothing changing but the weather. All I'm saying is i have him now, and for once im happy. So when its convenient for you i wont be here. You had me, and then you lost me.
  

   

  
  She’s the girl that has a few best friends and doesn’t need anymore, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. She’s the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back and say sorry. She’s the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. She’s the girl who never sleeps without her teddy bear by her side, she’s the girl who says she isn’t ticklish, but really is. She’s the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. She’s the girl who believes in loving somebody forever.
  

   

  
  When he talks to me, i can tell how much he cares about me. The way he hugs me so tight when he says goodbye, the way he texts me everyday when he wakes up and the way he surprises me with my favourite candy. He's an incredible guy, the one i have always dreamed of being with. But i can't get myself to fall for him, no matter how much i try; my hearts still stuck on the one stupid boy i fell hardest for. *FAVORITE*
  

   

  
  She's one of those girls who doesn't know what she's doing, but she wants to know everything will be worth it one day. She isn't amazing at one thing, she's just good at a lot of things, and that's all she'll ever be. She wishes she could be different, but she still lives her life to the fullest anyway. All she truly needs is love to keep her sane. She looks at her world like it's a book, with pages being read everyday. She's her own worst enemy and hardest critic. She knows she has flaws and tries to accept them, even though she knows she never fully will. More than anything though, she just wants to make a difference one day, and she wants someone to remember her name.
   

  
  
  The other day i woke up smiling. Not because you were next to me, or because the smell of your hoodie made me melt, but because when we were young, you promised me one thing: you'd never leave me, and you didn't.
  

   

   

  I’m the girl people always ask whats wrong, because since I’m usually so happy, I’ts obvious when I’m sad. But I’m also the girl that always bounces back, no matter what, even if sometimes it takes a while. I’m the girl that’s always going to love herself even if that boy doesn’t.
  

   

  
  you have a way of making me like you, and as soon as i like you, you like someone else, leaving me no choice to get over you. once i'm over you, you come back around, and i fall again. the worst thing is every time i hear your name, i think about what we used to have, and all we could have then i think about how you only call when you want something, or when you're lonely i hate being trash that you walk all over, i hate liking you so much.
  

   

  
  ‎"You really love him, don't you?" A simple psychological question. Not a single name was mentioned. But suddenly, someone came into your mind as you read it.
  

   

  
  You made your choice, and it wasn't me. So if one day you try to come back and the choice is mine, it won’t be you. Karma hurts, baby.
  

   

  
  Him: Wow, you don't think it's hard for me? Her: Why would it be ? You have girls all over you. Him: What the hell-? No. It's hard enough knowing your cold, but I can't be there to hold you tight or offer you my jacket. It's hard enough knowing you're hurting, and not being able to wipe your tears or offer you my shoulder. It's hard enough falling asleep on the phone with you, wishing so much I was next to you instead. You don't know how hard it is to deal with knowing I'm not physically with you. You act like all these girls are all over me, but I'm here right now, trying my best to get you to understand that you mean so much to me. Stop acting like it's only a one way street. I love you, and you only.
  

   

  
  the greatest war ever fought is the was in a mind of a girl, young and in love. between her mind screaming a warning, telling her, "there's no such thing as fairytales." and her heart whispering, "you never know."
  

   

  
  Sometimes someone comes into your life that changes everything. Raises your standards, makes you laugh, & makes you feel like you. There's something about him that you can't put into words, & even though you're not even with him, you don't want to let him go.
  

   

  
  I love you, so please don't make me choose. Because it will be him. Its always been him.
  

   

  
   You make me laugh at things that aren't funny. You make me smile without actually being here. You make my stomach flip by a text. You make my heart drop by just saying hi. I hate to admit it, but you're still amazing.
  

   

  
  If you ever decide to go, I want a warning. You know, big flashing red lights and one of those clocks that counts down like a bomb in a movie. And there's a whole bunch of colored wires and I'm not sure which is the right one to cut but I guess the green one and then at the last second, no, the red one, then click, it stops with three-tenths of a second left but then you don't leave. Like that, okay?
  

   

  
  The minute you think you're going to lose something, it becomes the most important thing in your life.
  

   

  
  When we first started talking, i didn't want to get involved with anyone, heck i didn't even know you. But you were so good to me and you were so easy to talk to and little by little i found myself falling even harder for you. now you’re my life.
  

   

  
   so we've only known each other for a couple of years, but i feel i've known you my whole life. i've seen you grow. i've watched you change from the guy who couldn't make up his mind, who's feelings changed more than i knew was possible, to the guy you are now. you're responsible, devoted, loyal, considerate, and loving. everything i knew you were, and know you always will be. i've seen everything, your anger, your battles, your struggles, your fears. i know you by heart. i know your values, i know your story, i know your secrets. that doesn't go away. i'm never going to forget you or anything about you. i'm becoming who you are. we've said it before, and i'll say it again. we were meant to be something more than this. i still believe that, with all of my heart. i am still in this. i said i was in for the long haul, and i am still striving everyday for our time. i'm not going down without a fight. i won't give up easy. i love you more than i thought i did, to put it simply.

   

   

   

  It’s like she has this addiction to this other guy. Whenever he’s near her, she turns into the kind of person who would do something like cheat on her boyfriend or break up with someone by e-mail, but she’s really not like that. She changes around him. Like she thinks that someone being awful to her and treating her like shit is actually some big, romantic thing, and she can’t help herself.
  

  
  
  So maybe you do still cry over him. Maybe it still kills you inside when you see him with that other girl. But you know, the truth is, he's the one that's going to be dying inside, because sooner or later he's gonna realize that he missed out.
  

   

  
  I hate how people act like it's so incredibly easy to forget the past, because it's not. I can't just forget all the lies, and all the games. But most of all, i can't just forget every single night i blamed myself for your mistakes. And sure, the past is the past and it's unchangeable even if you do regret it, but that still doesn't make it hurt any less, even after all this time.
  

   

  
  Sometimes, we're too into the moment to look at the big picture. We fail to see things in perspective because we're too absorbed in what's taking place at that very instance. The thing is we should face reality. Find ourselves from being lost in the moment and think about everything the way it is. Because sometimes being realistic can save us from pain and disappointment.
  
  
  
  sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. you have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. what's meant to be will end up good and what's not - won't. love is worth fighting for sometimes. you can't be the only one fighting. at times, people need to fight for you. if they don't, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for.
  

   

  
  I hide my pain like the rest of them, that's why I'm always laughing. I'm troubled, I'm brilliant and miserable too that's why I'm so funny. I swallow down all my fears with a bottle made of silver, I've only been here for 13 years but already, my life is over.
  

   

  
  I change my facebook status hoping you’ll read it and remember me. I post picture albums hoping you’ll look through them and wish you were there with me. I change my profile pictures wondering if you still look at them and think, “she’s so gorgeous”. But the truth is you probably don’t, so why am I stuck here wondering if you still think of me as much as I think of you?
  

   

  
  You absolutely destroyed me, did you know that? But you know what, I just wanna say thank you. I don't regret meeting you, but I don't wish you would magically come back into my life again, because I believe God gives us someone like this for a reason. Someone who will hurt you a million times, someone who will leave you and not look back. But this person, they will make you a better person in the end. You will come out stronger than ever before and you will be happier without him than you were with him.
  

   

  
  He turned around the corner and looked right at me. He looked right into my eyes but acted as if he didn’t see me at all. He didn’t say hi, or smile he didn’t even give me a simple head nod. He just looked away like he had never even met me before. It was like the months we had spent together were insignificant to him. As if nothing between us ever even happened. And it hurt. 
  

   

  
  i'm weird with relationships, i think i know what i want, then i run. i think i run because i'm scared; scared that i might get hurt.
  

   

  
  no matter how painful your decision has been, as long as you can sleep well at night, it means you made the right choice.
  

   

  
  i’m not trying to lead anyone on, i just can't handle getting too attached to someone when i know i'm not planning on staying here.
  

   

   

  Thank you for leaving, and teaching me a lesson

   

  
  Just pretend that he never broke you down, and maybe that smile will come back to your lips. When someone says his name, block it out so your heart doesn't skip two beats. Erase his memory from your past if you ever want to feel alive again.
  

   

  
  The only guy that deserves you… is the one that thinks he doesn’t. the one that’ll stick by your side… no matter how much you mess up. and the one who will forgive you… mistake after mistake.
  

   

  
  It's getting so hard to be around you. Because every time I see you, I see a stranger. You've changed, and I just miss the person you used to be. The one that cared, the one that wouldn't ever hurt me, not if they could help it. But now, now all you care about is yourself. Maybe you never did care in the first place, I'm not sure. All I know is the person I loved so much is no longer there. Nothing is left of you. Everything has changed, and I miss the person you used to be.
  

   

  
  You didn't love her. You don't destroy people you love.
  

   

  
  Love is like standing in wet cement; the longer you stay, the harder it is to leave && you can never let go without leaving footprints behind.
  

   

  
  You know what sucks? When everything you believed in is proven wrong in a single moment.
  

   

  
  You thought you were gonna throw it back in my face, well tell me how do my leftovers taste?
  

   

  
  These boys are nice and they treat me good, but they don't give me that feeling like you gave me. I don't get those butterflies, or get weak at the knees whenever they smile. But, I guess I'll have to settle for second best because that's all anyone has been since I met you.
  

   

  
  You always told me how you hate to see me hurt, and how you hate to see me cry.
  So all those times you hurt me, did you close your eyes?
  
  

  
  This is to the nights when you dealt with more drama than you wanted to, because you're a nice person. To the nights that you drank too much and made mistakes that no one forgets for months and months. This is to the nights that you hooked up with that guy, feeling used and alone after. To the nights you would've rather stayed home, watching movies but instead got dressed up in clothes that weren't as comfortable as sweatpants, went to that party you didn't really want to be at, to find the boy you like there with some other girl. To the nights that you can't wait until everybody grows up, because you're tired of them all judging you. To those nights that came too soon.
  

   

  
  Even though 'I've stopped liking you', every time someone mentions your name, my head turns right towards them. It's like every time I hear it, I think of all that we could have had and all that could have happened that didn't.
  

   

  
  "What exactly needs explanation? The fact that I've been waiting around like a moron hoping that one day you'll actually feel about me the way I feel about you? Or the fact that you're so obsessed with your future that you completely forget about everyone you're supposed to give a shit about? I'm not waiting around anymore. I'm done. I may not know exactly what my future looks like, but I know one thing; you're not in it."
  

   

  
  don't be that girl. that girl who goes back continuously and thinks that every time will be different. i understand you miss him, and its easier to breathe with him around. But isn't easier to smile when he's not breaking up with you, or getting mad at you for nothing? you don't deserve to be the back up. that person he drops and picks up whenever he feels like. don't be that girl. that girl who thinks that each time he comes around he means what he says and won't leave again,everyone knows he will. and you end up looking like a fool in the end.. again. i get that you're happier when he is texting you and cuddling with you. But aren't you happier when you aren't crying on your floor because he hasn't said a word to you all day? no one can tell you who to be. but don't be that girl. you're smarter than that girl. stronger than that girl. and worth a hell of a lot more than that girl.
  

  
  
  Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like shit. You still had happy memories, & you're always going to miss them. Don't try to replace him because you won't. Just get through each day, & eventually it'll get better. I promise. Eventually someone will come into your life, & whether or not you realize it, they're going to be something special to you. So don't throw yourself at every guy you see, trying to replace him, or at least the dull memories because you're only going to make yourself see how hard he is to replace. Someone better will eventually come along
  

   

  
  I hate how you sit there and act like you know me. Let's get this straight. You used to know me. And you remember what happened with that situation? See, that girl you used to know… she left. Just like you did.
  

   

  
   Don't worry. He'll miss you. You're the best he could get and he blew it. Don't let him make you think for one second that it was your fault. It's not. He screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong. You gave him your heart and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn't. And honestly he's not mature enough. He's not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you in every spare second he could, but he didn't and now he's gone. But don't you cry, Sweetie.Don't call him telling him you miss him. Don't IM him, don't message him, don't comment him, don't talk to him in the hallways, just pretend like you don't care, because, well, you don't. And don't be surprised when he comes crawling back saying he made a mistake, and if you want to, go with him again, but make him work for you. Don't be his doormat. Don't let him the first time he rings the bell, make him come back every day until you trust him enough. If he doesn't come back after a couple of tries, just let him go, but if he comes back every day, then he's worth it, trust me. He's worth it.
  

   

  
  Shut up, wipe those tears from your eyes, print out a picture of him, and throw darts at it until there's a hole in your fucking bedroom wall. Look in the mirror and scream until you can’t breathe, blast your favorite song and laugh. I want you to find yourself again. Because the girl I knew six months ago before she met that asshole who changed her temporarily used to not give a shit about what people say. He destroyed you, and nobody messes with my friends, give me his number; his life is about to be hell.
  

   

  
  I don't want to see you anymore, I'm just not that strong. I love it when you're here, but I'm better when you're gone. I saw him staring at me. Not glancing, but blatantly staring. And I wondered if he was staring, at the wreckage he created or if maybe, just maybe he regretted ever hurting me in the first place
  
  "i don't fucking care!" she screamed at him with tears streaming down her face. she shook her head with all the thoughts in her head. Her voice was shaky and choked up but she didn't care her words made the point. "you know, i feel sorry for you. don't feel sorry for me i don't have any regrets at all. You're the one who makes yourself detached you're the one who gets a thrill at just fucking with girls." she had the look of disgust all over her face as she continued. people in the halls were all dead quiet listening to her, the same people who have talked shit about her. "if i'm pathetic to you because i care, because i'm not afraid of love and i'm not afraid to put all i have into something fine. Call me fucking pathetic because i care too much. i'd rather that then do the shit that you do to people." and her words were the real thing and held such impact. and with that she walked away from them, all of them.
  

   

  
  It's like I jinx it or something. As soon as I think I am over you, someone brings you up, just your name and I can't stop thinking about you for weeks. It's stupid. I want you to be happy. But I truly wish it wasn't her that made you happy. I want it to be me still. But that's what I want half the time, the other half, I never want to see you again. I hate her so much, but I cannot bring myself to hate you which makes me even more mad. I try to think of how much you let me down, and I can't. I know you are with her now but I always think of the stuff you told me, how you wanted to be with me "forever", I know it was highly unlikely but it was still nice to hear or how much we loved each other, what we had was real. I was your first love and you were mine. And I hope to god, that she'll never mean as much to you as I did.
  

   

   

  I don’t want to hurt you, but I don’t think I like you anymore. Something inside me ruins all my relationships. Because whenever I get too close to someone, the feelings always disappear. And after they leave, the feelings always come back.
  

   

  
  Fuck you for listening to me, for telling me everything, for texting me, for calling me to hang out, for giving me things, for spending time with me, for telling me you miss me, for wanting me in your life. Fuck you for leading me on & not even realizing, for showing me a part of you that you don't show too often. Fuck you for not letting any of these things mean nearly as much to you as they do to me.
  

   

  
  I've been messed with, let down, and played too many times. I wonder what people think of me too much, and i'm way too judgmental. My heart is big but I have my selfish moments. I love to be in big groups, but I love to be alone. Every song on my ipod has a special memory or a regret behind it. I don't like going through old pictures because I miss what used to be. I tend to over think things and I trust way too many people. I have the people I'd love to pack up and leave with, and there are some people I wish would just disappear. I don't cry very often, but when I do I can't stop. I hate the word goodbye and I wish it didn't exist. I hate liars, though I lie myself. I have secrets hidden in me that even I don't know. I'm still finding things out about myself, so don't be quick to judge.
  

   

  
  I can be a bitch but I'm also a weird obnoxious loser, but hey that's the truth in me. I guess you can say I'm complicated, but I'd rather be difficult than easy any day. I can be hard to figure out sometimes, but if you know me, I'm not that much of a confusing person. so, why don't you actually open up your heart instead of just your eyes and take a look at me, and then tell me if you're still in love with her.
  
  
  
  I think best friends are the ones who've  been through what you've been through.  They understand where you're coming  from & where you're going. It's always  a challenge to stick by a friend who's making choices we don't agree with & are sometimes  even dangerous, but it's at these times  that are best friends need us the most.
  

  
  
  We can't fast-forward time to know if it's worth it. So we trust our hearts and hope it turns out right.
  

   

  
  Just be you, and if people don't like it, well, fuck them. 
  
  
  
  It's amazing how every girl has that one guy that could call her up at 3 in the morning and say 'Lets hang out, i'm going to get you' and she's put aside her show, her excitement, her anger and hate for him. She'd only give him 4 words 'Give me 10 minutes".
   

  
  
  Don't ever give up.The beginning is always the hardest.
  
  
  
  
  there's a point in your life when you know who stays forever, and who's just around for a while. people change, but so do you. sometimes for the best, and sometimes for the worst. bad things happen to everyone, you're not in it alone. people lie, and some people just don't care how you feel. your heart beats, no matter how much pain you're in. everything will be okay..eventually. there are always people in your life that just make your day, no matter the miles. i know about distance. i've been dealing with it all my life, don't tell me it's easy, because it's not. but it's worth it. i'd rather keep in touch with the people i love, than just drop it and forget about it. you don't forget the ones you love. it doesn't work like that. give it all you've got and live your life to the fullest. people would kill to be you, have what you have, someone always has it worse off than you, but that doesn't mean you don’t count.
  
  
  & maybe sometimes you two just need that break. just so you know when your ready.. they'll still always be there.
  
  

  
  & now we're left here, two separate paths. you'll take yours and i'll take mine. we're left with broken hearts.
  
  
  
  GIRLS PART♥ i cant promise you perfection, because thats not who I am. i cant promise you forever, because I don’t hold fate in my hands. i cant promise you the sunshine, because there will always be rain. i cant promise you complete happiness, because with true love there comes pain. i cant promise you I'll always smile, because life always finds a way to make me cry. id cant promise you I'll stay strong, because its not easy to want to give life another try.
  
  GUYS PART♥ i know you`re not perfection. to me, you`re so much more. i know we may not have forever, so i treasure every moment with you, in case another one isn`t in store. yes, i`d like the sunshine. but i`ll still stand with you through the rain. your happiness is my happiness, so i`ll do whatever i can do to ease your pain. when i first saw you smile, i fell in love at once. and even deeper i fell, the first time i saw you cry. it was at that moment i realized, i wanted to protect you, and always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes. i know that life is difficult, and has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies, but that`s why i will be your strength when yours fall broken, and give you my wings to fly.
  

   

  
  When you’re traveling, you are what you are right there and then. People don’t have your past to hold against you. No yesterdays on the road.
  
  
  
  Because for some reason every teenager is breaking something. Walls, arms, phones, and hearts. So maybe that's why this is the hardest time of our life,  because we're never quite whole.
  
  
  
  Fuck you for listening to me. For telling me everything. For texting me. For calling me to hang out. For giving me things. For spending time with me. For telling me you miss me. For wanting me in your life. Fuck you for leading me on and not even realizing. For showing me a part of you that you don't show too often. Fuck you for not letting any of these things mean nearly as much to you as they do to me.
  
  

  
  I miss the past, and all the people who were apart of it. I miss the people who claimed to care about me, when deep down, I knew as well as them, that they didn't. I miss the way things used to be. It's a known fact, which I was aware of, but I didn't want to believe it, not like how I do now, I've finally realized; people always change, & sometimes not for the better.
  
  

  
  I keep coming back to you like you’re an old habit I can’t break.
  
  

  
  People never learn anything by being told, they have to find out for themselves.
  
  

  
  It's hard to watch your best friend unhappy. You want to be there for her, and try to make her feel better. But when she's gotten to he point where it's becoming harder and harder to make her have hope, it makes things complicated. I want you to smile like you did last year. I want you to laugh so hard you started crying again. Don't let stupid boys keep you from being happy. Just because it didn't work out with one, doesn't mean it won't for another.
  
  
  
  You should never give yourself a chance to fall apart. Because when you do, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again. You must practice staying strong instead
  

   

  
  It doesn't make sense to let go of something you've wanted for so long.. but it also doesn't make sense to hold on when theres nothing there.
  
  

   

  Sometimes there's nothing to say. Sometimes silence expresses more than words. Picking up the phone, dialing a number, it can do more damage than good. But humans are so afflicted with this obsessive desire to talk things to death; sometimes we make things worse by trying to make them better.
  
  
  
  I'm not that cute. I'm really shy when I meet someone new.. I'm out spoken..i'm the most random person in the world. I sometimes break out into dance when I hear a song I like. And you know what? You're just going to live with that because that is who I am.
  

  
  
  Even though we weren't in love, I miss that boy more than anyone will ever understand.
  

   

  
  These other guys are sweet, and they treat me right, but none of them give me the feelings I got around you. But I guess I've come to accept second best, because that's all anyone's been since I met you.
   

   

  
  Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again.
  

   

  
  She's been through more then the average girl can take. If you ask her she'll say its all in the past and she’s never going back. but you can tell in her eyes she never want to deal with it again.
  

  
  
  Here's a big screw you; for the calls I waited for, the dates I hoped for, the love I wanted, the tears I cried, and the heart you broke. For the times I wasted my time on you and your pathetic little lies. For the times you left me waiting on my own. It's for the times you didn't bring me chicken soup when I was sick and didn't hug me when i was down. It's for the times you could've been there... but made no effort to be. It was those times I was in pain and you just didn't care.
  

   

  
  Even though 'I've stopped liking you', every time someone mentions your name, my head turns right towards them. It's like every time I hear it, I think of all that we could have had and all that could have happened that didn't.
  

   

  
  Sometimes the feelings we start to have again are feelings that never really went away in the first place.
  

   

  
  The couple that fights the most is the one most in love. It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.
  

   

  
  You absolutely destroyed me, did you know that? But you know what, I just wanna say thank you. I don't regret meeting you, but I don't wish you would magically come back into my life again because I believe God gives us someone like this for a reason. Someone who will hurt you a million times, someone who will leave you & not look back. But this person, they will make you a better person in the end. You will come out stronger than ever before and you will be happier without him than you were with him.
  

  
  
  We had said goodbye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each other's arms. But now when we said this goodbye. I have this feeling that I will never see you again. And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives. And I honestly don't wanna cross your path in the future 'cause I don't want all these feelings to come back and have to try and get over you all over again.

   

   

   

  A teenager is a person who can't remember to walk the dog but never forgets a phone number. A weight watcher who goes on a diet by giving up candy before breakfast. A youngster who receives her allowance on Monday and spends it on Tuesday and borrows her best friend's allowance on Wednesday. Someone who can hear her favorite singer three blocks away, but not her mom in the next room. A whiz who can operate the latest computer without a lesson, but can't make a bed. A student who spends twelve minutes studying for history, but twelve hours studying for her driver's license. An enthusiast who has the energy to bike four miles, but is too tired to do the dishes. A young woman who loves the cat and tolerates the little brother. A romantic who never falls in love for more than a week. A budding beauty who never smiles until her braces come off. A boy who can sleep 'til noon on any Saturday when he expects the lawn needs mowing. And an original thinker who is positive that her mother was never a teenager.
   

  
  
  ‎& I keep going back to the one thing I need to get away from.
  

   

  
  I smile because when I cry, it doesn’t help. When I cry all it does is make people ask me if I'm okay. I would love nothing more than to punch these people. I'm sitting here, crying, but yes, I'm perfectly happy. I mean, come on. Give me a break. Obviously I’m not fine.
  

   

   

  You should stop talking to him because he's just messing with your head. But you should continue because he's messing with it in the best way and it makes your heart thump really hard and feel as light as air and it's the most amazing thing - until it falls back down and hits you in the chest and you can't breathe. And it feels like you just want to die, because there is no point in living if you feel like this and it won't get better because he doesn't like you and never will, but then you talk to him and everything is okay again because he's amazing.
  

   

  
  Don't bother saying sorry because it's useless when you don't mean it, and don't bother asking to be friends, you don't deserve my friendship, and don't bother expecting me to be there for you anymore, because I won't be there for someone who was never there for me..

   

  
  " If anyone tells you that you can’t achieve your dreams, or puts you down, make your hand into a claw and tell them you’re a little monster and you can do whatever the fuck you want." - Lady Gaga

  
  
  
  I hate being in this position. I’m forcing myself to let go of the one person I need in my life. You’re the only thing that makes sense, but at the same time, the one thing that complicates me. I know that I’m better off without you, but I feel empty whenever I try to let go.
  

  
  
  no one deserves to be treated that way. So even if you love him with your entire heart, with every fiber of your being, with so much passion that it hurts to think about it, you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.
  

   

  
  to get up in the morning & know you have to face another obstacle takes determination. To smile when the only thing you want to do is cry, takes strength. To act happy when its the worst, takes courage. to be joyful when the only good news is the best of the worst, takes support. To be there and help people through the roughest times, takes love.
  

   

  
  He lied to you a thousand times. He hurt you twice as much as that & you’re gonna tell me you still love him? For what, breaking your heart?
  

   

  
  You just waltzed back in my life like you deserved to be here or something. You could have come back anytime, anytime before now. But you waited and waited. And you know what? It's too late. I kept waiting for you to come back, and you didn't. You never came back, until now. Anytime before now I would have welcomed you back with open arms. But you're too late this time. I gave you more than enough chances to make things right and you didn't. I opened myself up to get cut wide open. I finally moved on. I'm happy and I don't need you anymore. That's something I never though I'd say. I'm sorry if I'm not ready to throw all of that away to let you back in and make me look like a fool when you fuck me over. Again. I cant put myself through that again. You cant erase the past. The way we are now, is not my fault. I didn't cheat, lie, or push you away. You did this to yourself. I'm sorry if you cant find anyone who amounts to me, which you probably won't, but it's your own doing. I'm not saying this out of spite or pity or anger even. I'm saying this because I know that no girl will ever amount to what I was for you, what you were for me. No girl will ever connect and feel for you the way I did. Maybe that same will go for me. There's never going to be another guy that is just like you, who loved me like you did. But I'm ready to move on, to experience what else is out there. I cant put myself through what you did to me again. I need change. If we're meant to be, we'll find each other again one day and maybe I'm fall madly in love with you again, just like before. If not, I really hope you find happiness in the decisions you made, because God knows I would never have chosen this for us. But I also cant fix what you created, and I don't want to anymore.
  

   

  
  I wish I could run away from this but it's hard because despite what my mind wants, my heart keeps pulling me back. And apparently, I can't argue with that because it's going to hurt whether you're here or not.
  

   

  
  I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80%. I believe in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in smiling until your cheeks hurt. I believe that you can have just as much fun sober. I believe in taking chances and making mistakes. I believe in having someone tell you that you’re beautiful. I believe in swinging on swings and running in the rain. I believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone. I believe in second chances. I believe that everyone’s lucky to be alive.
  

   

  
  It doesn't make sense to let go of something you've wanted for so long.. but it also doesn't make sense to hold on when theres nothing there.
  

   

  
  Our story is messed up. We can't turn things back, or try to make things right. There is just too much that has happened. 

   

   

  A good relationship is not based on how much time you have known each other, but rather the moments that you spend together and you enjoy every second being with that person. And when that person leaves, your heart seems to break.
  

   

  
  I don’t mind when our conversations get a little boring. I don’t mind when we’re texting and we run out of things to say. When we’re hanging out together but not doing anything, well I don’t mind that either. It doesn’t matter to me because I finally realized that when you’re truly in love, every moment spent together doesn’t have to be breath-taking, that you’ll still feel like the luckiest person alive even through the most unexciting times, and you will feel completely comfortable together because you know that just having each other is more than enough.
  
  We were cute together don't get me wrong. Our long night conversations before bed. The  way you held my hand and kissed me when i was in the middle of talking. But we just didn't work i could never trust you and we would just never work. I have found someone else now and i'm the happiest girl on the world. And you know what when you texted me today saying "i miss you kid" my heart didn't stop like it used to. 

   

  Being with you made me realize what i deserve. So when you said i miss you my response was not what you thought it would be. I told you, "you could of had me when we were together but i've moved on because i was sick of being number two to you. i want to be someones number one. And thats what I am now. I've moved on from you and so should you but promise me don't you dare remember me once you forget her."
  

  
  
  Don't ever use someone's past against them. You're just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you watch their facial expression carefully, then you'll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened. Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.
  

   

  
  you know what keeps me when all i wanna do is pick up and leave? that smile. and that laugh. and that feeling i still get in the pit of my stomach when we kiss. that way he looks at me lovingly as i do something obnoxious. but you know what keeps me the most? the unbearable feeling i know i would have for the rest of my life if i were to lose him.
  

   

  
  i’m nowhere near perfect. i worry too much and i have frequent bad days. i get angry over something stupid and i laugh at the wrong things. my room is always a mess and i’m not that great at school. but i love you more than i could ever explain, and it might actually be the only thing i'm actually good at.
  

   

  
  So here's everything I've ever wanted to tell you. No one has ever gotten me like you; I've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you. You're the one person who I can honestly see myself happy with. The definition of love to me is you.
  

   

  
  Saying goodbyes are always hard. You hug a little tighter, smell a little deeper, attempt to commit the feel of the person to your memory. You want time to stop, but you can't and you know you can't. You know that you have to go on. So you cling on for a moment, and press your lips to their cheeks and murmur, "I'll see you when I see you."
  

   

  
  Sometimes I wish I hadn’t been in such a hurry to move forward.There comes a point when it becomes impossible to go back.
  

   

  
  Here's a toast, to the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can't live without. The people that have taught you how to party, how to live, how to have a good time just sitting around. Here are to the people that no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you to lean back on and catch you if you fall.
  

   

  
  You know, the right guy won't get you to change. He won't subtly pressure you. He won't tell you who you can and can't talk to. he won't hide the fact that you're hanging out. He's not gonna tell you you're wrong for feeling; for being a girl. The right guy will show you off to his friends. He'll take it as slow as you want. He'll only go as far as you're comfortable with. He'll take you out to places, even if it's just a fast food place or the store. He'll actually sit through your stupid girly disney movies with you because he just wants to be with you. The right guy will come along someday, you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don't settle for the wrong guy. You deserve so much more.
  

   

  
  Every day I wonder why he saw me when a thousand other girls saw him.
  

   

  
  Don't give up, okay? I know you've been hurt, I know how it feels. Believe me, I do. But the feeling will pass. The tears will stop falling. Your heart will heal itself. I promise you it will, so hold on. Don't let go, don't lose hope because I promise you'll find someone who will treat you right the way he never did. Someone who will never ever leave you, the way he did. He'll be worth the wait, so hang in there because I love you and I want you to be happy.
  

   

  
  id be lying if i told you, losing you would be something that i could handle.
  

   

  
  I watched my mother do what she did best, and realized there would never be a way to cut myself from her entirely. No matter how strong or weak I was, she was a part of me, as crucial as my own heart. I will never be strong enough, in all my life, to do without her.
  
  

  
  All she really wants is for you to finally get the nerve to say how you really feel about her. That way, when you look at her, she's not still second guessing what you really mean.
  

   

  
  lately people have been asking me if we're still friends, and honestly i don't know. we barely talk anymore and so much has changed over the past few months. but i guess that's what happens when you grow up and grow apart
  

   

  
  a person who truly loves you will not let you go. no matter how hard the situation is.
  

   

  
  You made me realize a lot in the couple months we were together. You taught me that there are some things in life that really are worth fighting for. You made me feel beautiful and happy even though that didn't last as long as we planned. You showed me I could make someone fall head over heels for me without even trying. To sum it all up, you proved to me that love really does exist.
  

   

   

  
  Want to know something? The time I was with you was the happiest I've been in a long time. That's part of the reason it's so hard to get over you and move on, because you were such a significant part of my life and the thought of losing you killed me.  Now I feel like I'm never going to be happy again, at least not as happy as I was with you. To tell you the truth, I'd give anything to get back that time, even go through the hurt again.
  

   

  
  You're a teenager. You are far from perfect, yet beautiful. You're going to fuck up. You're going to change. You're going to lose friends. You're going to gain friends. You're going to keep friends. You're going to learn who your true friends are. You're gonna feel heartbroken. You're gonna feel dead. Then there are the times you feel so alive. You are absolutely beautiful through all of this. And even though being a teenager is seriously the biggest thing we all have to overcome, we can make it through these years with a smile. Just promise me you'll try. Because you're beautiful. And believe it or not, you are worth something. You're worth the fucking world.
  

   

  
  When you crave him more than anything else you've ever craved before and when people talk about him, or when someone who has the same name as him and you get that feeling in your gut that’s absolutely indescribable and you think about him in every context of every way, don't ever let that person go.
  

   

  
  i'm over you. yeah, i still shake when you walk by, and i still save all of our online conversations. i still feel a smile slip on my face at the sound of your name, and i still think of you most of the time. you're still the first person i look for when i enter a room, and i still fall asleep to the memory of your voice. but like i said, i'm over you... or not.
  

   

  
  i know most people don't like me. i don't care, i don't like most people.
  
  
  
  I'll screw up. I'll push you away if were getting too close. I won't trust you until you've proven yourself. I get hurt easily & take a lot of things personally. But I'll love you with everything I have & if that isn't enough, then I'm not worth it.
  

   

  
  Promise me. That's all I want. Just a promise that you'll never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow, let me know that I had an impact on your life, promise me that you'll always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.
  

   

  
  The number one reason why people give up so fast is because they tend to look at how far they still have to go, instead of how far they have gotten.
  

   

  
  ‎That's life, you know. Someone breaks your heart. You move on. You live your life. That's what you do.
  

   

  
  If you're lucky enough to find someone that can make you feel like the best thing in the whole wide world, don't be dumb enough to take it for granted. Stick with them, fight for them, and never let them go.
  

  
  
  I don't want to see you anymore, I'm just not that strong. I love it when you're here, but I'm better when you're gone. I saw him staring at me. Not glancing, but blatantly staring. And I wondered if he was staring, at the wreckage he created or if maybe, just maybe he regretted ever hurting me in the first place
  

   

  
   Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like shit. You still had happy memories, & you're always going to miss them. Don't try to replace him because you won't. Just get through each day, & eventually it'll get better. I promise. Eventually someone will come into your life, & whether or not you realize it, they're going to be something special to you. So don't throw yourself at every guy you see, trying to replace him, or at least the dull memories because you're only going to make yourself see how hard he is to replace. Someone better will eventually come along.
  
  

  
  I.Cant.Do.This.Anymore. I cant pretend that I've moved on, when the truth is that whenever I see you, I'm flooded with everything that we lost. Everything we could've had. Everything we should've had. What we had, it was real. I just know it, it felt real. We both felt it, I just know it. There aren’t any words to describe the relationship had. We never dated but we both knew that we loved each other. I don’t know what happened between us and that is what still tears me apart inside.
  

   

   

  
  It's not like I wanna be the only girl in your life. I just wanna be the only one that actually matters.
  

   

  
  She shivered and looked away when she saw you. All the memories were racing back and she just couldn't deal with that pain all over again. She knew you were looking at her though, but she just couldn't look at you. You, with your beautiful eyes, gorgeous hair, amazing arms for hugging and those lips that gave the best kisses ever, she couldn't possibly look at you without breaking.
  

   

  
  I hate when you talk to someone every single day & then it just stops.
  All of a sudden neither of you say a word to each other.
  

   

  
  Of course, I miss you. But that doesn't mean the worlds stops spinning. Life goes on, and so do I.
  

   

  
  Don't you see it boy, she still loves you. No matter what she does, no matter how wasted she gets she still thinks of you. No matter who she hooks up with she thinks of you. No matter if you have a new relationship she thinks of you. Its only you, it has been since the start and always will be. You.
  

   

  
  Thats what everyone doesn't get, there like oh you'll get over it, the feeling will pass, but the truth is i don't want it too. i never want to stop liking him, he gives me something to hold onto when it feels like every things changing and falling apart, he makes everything feel normal even if he doesn't know he's doing it. He is that piece of faith that keeps me going and keeps me taking each and every next step because he's the only person who gives me hope that there really is so much more to life then what everyone see's. i never want to stop liking him, no matter how much pain he puts me through, i never want to stop because truthfully at the end of the day, no matter how much pain the person you love puts you through, the way your heart stops when you look at them, the way they make you laugh, the way they can make you smile by just smiling themselves erases all of the pain. so its like they break your heart and then the next moment they repair it again, only for it to break over and over again, and that is what I call love.
  

   

  
  No matter how hard you try to forget him, you can’t. It’s the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. It’s those times when a song comes on the radio & immediately you cry, missing him, wanting him, needing him. have you ever tried listening to a song? like really listening? i've finally realized that there are so much more than beats and rhythms to songs and the words are what matters. songs open doors to a whole new world waiting to be heard.
  

   

  
  People who don’t know us, we look like the perfect couple. I think everyone see’s it. Everyone except you.
  

   

  
  you act like we never had anything, which is insane because we had everything.
  

   

  
  he sees her crying and inside he's dying. that kid knows what he did to her, yet he still turns the other way.
  

   

  
  I’m the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don’t know; you only see the real me if we’re close. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most inappropriate times. I’m a hopeless romantic. I trip over air, up stairs, and over people’s feet. I am the hardest person to offend, but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible. I hate telling people about my problems; they don’t need to worry about me. I’m the one who listens to other people’s problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them, yet I am guilty of doing that exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I’m awkward, clumsy, shy, strange… but this is me. Take it or leave it.
  

   

  
  She always went back to the memories of those nights. The nights that she was the only one on his mind, and he was the only one on hers.
  

   

  
  Just because other people say he's not the best bet for you doesn't mean you have to think twice to being with him. Be with him because he makes you happy, not because you want others to be happy for you.
  

   

   

  
  You know what, maybe it's time for a break, a nice long one with that. Things have been confusing and hard for me right now, and I'm sure it was the same for you, but I'm glad you finally said what you had on your mind for the last couple days. Yes it was hard hearing it but I guess you could say that I'm used to it. I can tell you right now I'm not going to find someone better cause its not what I want, just because you think someone is "perfect" doesn't mean they need someone perfect too. Having someone different makes things worth while. You were so different then me, and it made everything so exciting, so life changing, I know I'm only fourteen, but you made a huge difference on how I see life. The time you taught me the most was when you were so mad, because you let out everything you had inside. Look,no one is perfect, I know I'm not, and neither are you, but you always showed me what love was, and how to love. That was and probably always will be the greatest experience I ever had and I'm fucking glad I shared it with you, and if that was our last time we said "I love you" and meant it. I'm glad and proud to tell people my first and I'm sure for a very long time love was you.
  

  
  
  I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I'd never get.I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for hurting me, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped an hoped that you saw me in the hallways, looking down at the floor and just know that I missed you. Because I thought you missed me too, you just didn't know what you wanted But, I finally realized that you didn't miss me at all, that I was definitely not what you wanted, and that I never meant that much to you anyway.
  

   

  
  I want a Cinderella Story, The Notebook Romance, A Walk To Remember true-to-death love. And to be completely honest, I want you and only you. I want to stop wishing for you at 11:11 because you’re already mine. I want to draw your name in hearts and not feel guilty. I want to stop sitting up at  night praying to God to make you mine. I want to be with you, and only you. I want to text you day and night, I want to hug you and never let go, I want you to kiss me on the cheek, just to be spontaneous, I want to hold hands with you and show you off to the world. I want you, and only you.
  

   

  
  There's always that one person; no matter how long it's been, or how badly they've treated you, if they say i love you, you will say it back.
  

   

  
  I may be insecure, but i know how to pick myself up and try again.
  

   

  
  It's completely impossible to find a guy who won’t hurt you. so instead, go for the guy who will make the pain worthwhile.
  

   

   

  It’s not that I’m mad at you. I had just wished and hoped so hard that you could be the one thing I could finally count on.
  

   

  
  People leave marks on your life that never fade away. They teach you things even you didn’t know about yourself. They change you and your perspectives. And most importantly, they stay in your heart, even if their presence is no longer.
  

   

  
  I'm done. i'm done revolving my life around someone who doesn't care. if you ever need me, i'll be here. but this time, you will come to me
  

   

  
  I guess there comes a time when you’re sick of trying. You’re sick of getting the same response, the same silence and the same feeling. You’re not giving up, just moving on.
  

   

  
  I wanted to tell him that I’ll never be sorry for loving him. That, in a way, I still do,
  that maybe I always will. I’ll never regret a single thing we did together cause what we had was special.
  

   

  
  The reason why I don't talk to you anymore is because I keep telling myself that if you wanted to speak to me, you would.

   

   

  
  you never know what you have until you lose it. You always know what you have, you just didn't think you'd lose it.
  

   

  
  I'm starting to think that everything you say to me is the truth. I know everyone is saying to not talk to you but i don't give a fuck about what they say. I know your a bad kid, i know you mess up every time, i know i'm probably not the only girl. I know that. But what i also know is that with you i don't care what people say. Because frankly i don't care what people say about us anymore. I've gotten to the point where if someone tells me not to do something, i will do it because i fucking want to. So lets forget about all that dumb stuff, cause its just you and I.
  

   

  
  Even though we're no longer together, I still care about you. Not in the same way, of course. But that's me; I won't just leave the one I once loved out alone in the dark.
  

  
  

  Hi, i’m a teenage girl. i cry over the stupidest things. i fry my hair between hot metal plates every single day. i have over 1,000 songs on my ipod which is always with me. the keyboard on my phone is worn down from texting. i take pictures whenever it's possible. i eat like a man. i'm in a new mood every hour. i lose friends more often then i make them. i gossip more then the chinese ladies who do my nails. i have a pair of flip flops in every color. shopping isn't just a hobby, its a talent. i fall for guys who aren't right for me over & over again. i eat way too much chocolate. i can watch a scary movie & be fine, until i need to leave the room, then somebody has to protect me. i've been called a bitch for sticking up for myself. & i've been called a slut for liking a certain guy. but the thing people don't realize is; n o b o d y is perfect.
  
  
  
  She’s the girl that has a few best friends and doesn’t need anymore. the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. she’s the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back and say sorry. she’s the girl who will never leave your side when you need her. the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. she’s the girl who never sleeps without her teddy bear by her side. she’s the girl who says she isn’t ticklish, but really is. she’s the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. she’s the girl who believes in loving somebody forever.
  

   

  
  Sometimes it takes being away from someone for a while to realize how much you really need them in your life.
  

   

  
  I can't promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over our differences and trust issues, however, I can promise you as long as you're trying, I'm staying.
   

  
  
  It's like I'm waiting for him to realize what he let go of.
   
   
  
  Do not argue with an idiot. He will drag you down to his level and beat you with experience.
   
   
  
  It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen
  but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.
   
  

   

  I thought algebra was hard to get, but then I met you.
  

   

  It doesn’t really matter how many times he had let you down when you know at the end of the day, you’ll still want him back
    
   
  she's just a teenage girl who's sick of it all. she's tired of girls believing stupid lies, & dumb boys. she can't stand how everybody's just looking for someone to hurt & how nobody tells the truth anymore. she's just a teenage girl who wants to go back to the old days.
    

   

   

  when your girlfriend has taylor swift lyrics as her status, you know you're either doing something very right, or something very wrong.
    

   

  
  listen. I'm comfortable around you, and these flirt sessions we have pretty much rock, but you have to win my heart, because right now it's stuck with some jerk who honestly doesn't deserve it. But I can't do anything about it right now because I fell harder for him than I did for anybody else, and unless he randomly disappears off the face of the earth one day, my stomach is still gonna drop to my feet when I see him. So, please, win my heart over.
    

   

  
  The only guy that deserves you is the one that thinks he doesn’t. the one that’ll stick by your side no matter how much you mess up. and the one who will forgive you mistake after mistake.

   

   

   
  You deserve to be with someone who makes you happy, someone who wont complicate your life. Somebody who won't hurt you.
  

   

   
  So maybe you do still cry over him. Maybe it still kills you inside when you see him with that other girl. But you know, the truth is, he's the one that's going to be dying inside, because sooner or later he's gonna realize that he missed out.
   
  

   

  At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
    

   

  
  two things: if it makes you happy, do it. if it doesn't, then don't.
  

   

   
  as you get older there comes a time when you're not scared of the dark or of monsters anymore. you realize the dark is just the dark and monsters don't exist. but it's also when you become scared of other things, people themselves. you learn that not everyone wants to see you succeed. You become aware of people's underlying intentions and selfish actions. and the monsters you used to check for under your bed at night don't even compare to some of the things people do.
   
  

   

  And even though my gut said, “don’t trust him.” even when my heart begged me not to let you break it again. And even still when my head told me that you couldn’t change, I ignored it. I let you back into my life, and I believed your promises and hoped that this was the time you had finally listened. You assured me that you wouldn’t go back to her, to treating me that, to acting like I’d never been there. Good God, I even prayed that you would finally see me like I saw you. But in the end I guess I was a dumbass for ignoring all the signs. So here’s to hoping that I’ll finally be able to cut you out of my life, because it’s not fair on me. I deserve so much better than you.
    

   

   

  When someone hurts me, I go on a subconscious mission to drag someone into my life, make them rely on me, and then crush them to the ground. I go out and seek revenge, but not on the ones that hurt me, no, on innocent bystanders. I’m a cruel son of a bitch. And I don’t even know why I do this.
    

   

  
    Until you've been heartbroken, you don't have any idea of what it's like. You see your girl friends crying over all these boys, not really understanding how they got this boy to mean so much to them and you think to yourself, "if i were you, i would be okay. i wouldn't cry, i'd get the fuck over it and move on." And then, you're finally in their shoes. You cry and cry, and nothing can make it better except the boy that broke your heart. You realize that it does hurt a whole lot more than you thought and it makes you feel stupid. So you beat yourself up about giving this boy your heart, and how stupid you are for letting yourself believe that your stronger than you actually are.
  

   

   

  worrying is a waste of time it doesn't change anything, it just messes with your mind and steals your happiness.
   
  

   

  learn from your past, move on, grow stronger. people are fake and your trust lasts longer. do what you have to do, but always stay true and never let anyone get the best of you
   
  

   

  I think the problem is that I'm stuck waiting for him to do something, to make a move, to say the perfect thing. And the problem is that I shouldn't be that girl, the one who sits and waits for him. I should be independent. I should think clearly and consistently without having my mind jump straight back to him. Yeah, falling for someone like that is the hardest thing to do. And the stupidest thing is that the thing standing in my way is fear of losing him, the fear of rejection, the fear that I might lose a friend that means everything to me. I want to be everything to him, but I'm not. I'm not the kind of girl he needs, and I'll never be that girl.
   

   

  
    i'm not proud of everything i've done, but i'm pretty sure i'd to it all again
  

    

  
    ‎i don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. how pictures never change but the people in them do. how your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. how forever turns into a few short months that you'd do anything to get back. how you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without. how even though you know something is best for you, it hurts just the same. how the people who once wanted to spend every second of their time with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. how people can make promises despite how common it is for promises to be broken, and how people can erase you from their lives just because it's easier than working things out.
   
  

   

  I’ve learned a lot these past few years, through my fake smiles and unseen tears. That friends sometimes are not forever. People will never cease to surprise you. Love doesn’t always last. People will leave you no matter if you deserve it or not. The good memories stay with you but the good moments go by fast. Have faith in yourself and in the future. The best will come, eventually.
   
  

   

  When you realize how much you really don't care, that should be a sign to stop trying, because no matter how important that person might've been once, they aren't anymore and your heart is telling you that you can't do anything about it.
  

   

   
  Want to know something? The time I was with you was the happiest I've been in a long time. That's part of the reason it's so hard to get over you and move on, because you were such a significant part of my life and the thought of losing you killed me. Now I feel like I'm never going to be happy again, at least not as happy as I was with you. To tell you the truth, I'd give anything to get back that time, even go through the hurt again.
   

  
   
  So do your heart a favor, turn around and leave. It may not be what you want but girl, it's what you need.

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